
The glands in my neck are still incredibly swollen, but I'm back to work today. I've also stopped enjoying cigarettes. I crave them. I light one, taste it, am repulsed by it, throw it away. I have bought myself a mass amount of sweets this morning in order to hopefully munch them instead of stand at the door of the school with a cigarette. God this is hard. I think this is the second time I've ever tried to quit smoking and the first time I think I tried for a good hour or two and then gave up.
They also changed my hours at work and I am not pleased at all. Just wait until I give them the big 'fuck you' they deserve... wait for it... wait for it...
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