Friday, April 24, 2009

back from the dead

I've spent three days in bed. Thanks to Mina's amazing new DVD collection I've watched: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, Taken, Revolutionary Road, The Reader, Deception, The Other Boleyn Girl, Seven Pounds, among others that I'm pretty sure I just can't remember anymore. The Reader I adored, Benjamin Button was fab. The others I enjoyed although I must say I am slightly getting sick of the typical Hollywood film trying to be a-typical. I feel like they've done all these films before... It could just be the fever talking.
The glands in my neck are still incredibly swollen, but I'm back to work today. I've also stopped enjoying cigarettes. I crave them. I light one, taste it, am repulsed by it, throw it away. I have bought myself a mass amount of sweets this morning in order to hopefully munch them instead of stand at the door of the school with a cigarette. God this is hard. I think this is the second time I've ever tried to quit smoking and the first time I think I tried for a good hour or two and then gave up.
They also changed my hours at work and I am not pleased at all. Just wait until I give them the big 'fuck you' they deserve... wait for it... wait for it...

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